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My special day evening

On the night of my special day, I told the Lord Lord, thank you for my life. Let's talk. Though, life on earth is not easy. Whether you live straight and honest life, there'll always be someone and or something that will challenge that. He said, "I went through all that too." "Your version of loneliness and emptiness, the longingness for relationships and connections- was my Gethsemane moments" "We have friends, families and enemies, but it is God who remains". I then asked Jesus, "Lord how did you survive life on earth?" He said "Thru constant communication with the Father, (thru prayer; probably when He felt that life's too much for human faculty to bear). ...feeling His heart, being one with Him, focusing my eyes on Him". (I thought I'd write it down, before I forget) He carried on... "You know the insults, torture, and physical pains i felt when I was hanging up on the cross," (maybe similar w...
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A picture of you

I now know why I desire to be a photographer. I wanted take as many pictures of you as much as i can. And when I'm so old and the rest of the world is rotten I'll rest and stare at your pictures on my wall all day all night with a smile on my face, I'll then be satisfied, and close my eyes And there I'll forever rest in peace
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Love is...

When you're defenceless... When you would just surrender all When your principles does not go along with that of your beloved, yet you choose to lay down your point though it hurts inside and strips off pride, but you're convinced that the relationship is far more important to you than your principles. There's no material presents in the world you consider would measureup to 'yourself' You'll do everything to protect, ensuring you're not stifling Freedom: to move, to opine, to respect. When the only option left is to let them go, when you're not enough to make them happy... Therefore let go. Walk away. Set them free. Most of all... set yourself free There's nothing worse knowing that you have become a bastille to a freedom you've been fighting for.
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The decision to let go

There are battles that just aren't worth fighting for... lose a leg, loose an arm Hurt a lot, cry more but retreat with your heart intact and your spirit ablaze These two start afresh No missed opportunities, none is neglected along the path back to the rally point- may even be an oasis in disguise No plunder allowed For tomorrow's another day New beginning, fresh start further chances at a virgin life the next one might last Thus, sometimes surrender could mean victory according to one's fortitude
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You

Would you watch me swim in my sleep, floating in a pool of longing Will you hear me think; your name formed the grooves of my brain Reels of scenes of you roll unceasingly everywhere I look Your scent lingers in my breath of which i mostly hold in. Days and nights and weeks and months came and gone; but you remained You're miles away but you never left If it were true that the psyche relays Then you would have known the depth, the length, and the gravity of how the memories of you endured Watching you happy fr oceans apart ensue my retreat Hey ho, you're happy; is all that matters, Why shouldn't I be? I will be happy the next time i look and find you here no more... But until then, the silent suffering perdures...
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The lament

There're days that one wouldn't want to come by, to be in the would'ves and the could'ves recital the empty gaze, and blank stares at the dark firmament the periodic through-look at people's faces the silent screams of the soul the bouts of emotional catatonia parched tears that crusted the eyes drowns the heart a haggle for a one-more-chance the scent of grief, the sight of loss, the numbing emptiness, the unwanted reunions the epoch of pining. Every element is cold, and the only warmth left is but the doted memories of the beloved there used to be just you and I at nights now half of me is gone as well Truly, the only consolation is you Be here... atleast for now... ...this moment Be near.
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A clean slate each time

A clean slate each time When people won’t give you a break, an opportunity, a second chance to start over again in life, Christ gives a third, a fourth to seventy times... ✌️
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