My first publish

There are battles that just aren't worth fighting for... lose a leg, loose an arm Hurt a lot, cry more but retreat with your heart intact and your spirit ablaze These two start afresh No missed opportunities, none is neglected along the path back to the rally point- may even be an oasis in disguise No plunder allowed For tomorrow's another day New beginning, fresh start further chances at a virgin life the next one might last Thus, sometimes surrender could mean victory according to one's fortitude

Would you watch me swim in my sleep, floating in a pool of longing Will you hear me think; your name formed the grooves of my brain Reels of scenes of you roll unceasingly everywhere I look Your scent lingers in my breath of which i mostly hold in. Days and nights and weeks and months came and gone; but you remained You're miles away but you never left If it were true that the psyche relays Then you would have known the depth, the length, and the gravity of how the memories of you endured Watching you happy fr oceans apart ensue my retreat Hey ho, you're happy; is all that matters, Why shouldn't I be? I will be happy the next time i look and find you here no more... But until then, the silent suffering perdures...

There're days that one wouldn't want to come by, to be in the would'ves and the could'ves recital the empty gaze, and blank stares at the dark firmament the periodic through-look at people's faces the silent screams of the soul the bouts of emotional catatonia parched tears that crusted the eyes drowns the heart a haggle for a one-more-chance the scent of grief, the sight of loss, the numbing emptiness, the unwanted reunions the epoch of pining. Every element is cold, and the only warmth left is but the doted memories of the beloved there used to be just you and I at nights now half of me is gone as well Truly, the only consolation is you Be here... atleast for now... ...this moment Be near.